Life just keeps moving along

Seems so much has happened lately.

We found out we are having a boy! I cannot tell you how much this excites me. Jonathon's first son! They said everything looks good. We watched him move around on the ultrasound while the nurse did all the measurements. It was pretty amazing. We still have yet to agree on a name. 4 more months!
The bankruptcy has been filed, and all that mess is nearly behind us. The divorce continues to progress slowly...but things are finally getting SOMEwhere it seems. We took the condo. Lord, I pray we can afford it. It makes me very nervous, but we'll see how it goes. We have yet to actually move in.

I was supposed to go to Scotland, probably for the last time in a long time or ever. I was really looking forward to it. I knew the timing was bad, but I thought it was something I needed to do. Well, I ended up getting Jonathon's cold. It wasn't just any cold, it hit me hard and fast. It was more like a cold/flu...and of course it hit right before I was to leave. I just couldn't travel like that. I also didn't want to get my dad sick. It's been over a week and I'm just now getting over it. So...no Scotland. I was very bummed, and I still am...but I think some things happen for a reason. I guess this way I can work more and I did meet the kids sooner. I'll also be able to help move.

I met Jonathon's daughters. That was pretty interesting. They love me! At least, for now. We went to dinner, dairy queen, got flowers for their mother and granny for mother's day, then rented a movie. They bicker as siblings do. They are each so unique. They have their own problems and their own charms. It is certainly a lot to handle and digest as I have never really been around children much in my life. I hope we can always gets along, at least as best as possible.

I cannot believe I will be having my own child. I am nervous, so nervous. I have no idea what I'm doing. I need to look into all the classes I can take. It is so strange to feel him move around. That just started a week ago. This is really happening.

I love Jonathon so much, and I love this baby. I hope God will continue to bless us in these hard times.